Sams going away..aww

My baby is givin me a kiss so sweet huh!

I LOVE YOU MY AIR FORCE BABY! WELL ILL UPDATES BOUT WATS HAPPENED DIS MONTH...SO PEACE! I LOVE MY HUSBY DOZA! I MISS HISS HOTNESS HEHE!

GEE MENDOZA

Wow it's been 20 months for me and Jay.  Once again we are getting through the distance one step at a time. I don't really care for those who claim to be with him coz I know it aint true. I'm not stupid so i know if someone is doin me wrong or not...hun you know how I is haha. Man this past week has been so friggin hectic I'm so "puyat" <--is that how you spell..Heres My schedule : 1) I wake up by 8 and call hun than we talk for maybe an hour or so...2) I get ready for work and start my walkin to the damn bus stop [Yes I take it no use in wasting your money for a car and your time sitting on a lecture for a license...I'm leavin in in 8 months anyways]...3)I work till closing which is 9:30 then wait to be picked up by my-oh-so-wonderful-bro POCH4) We get our b-HiNds home and stay up till like whenever because I call my baby by like 11-12 and talk for a while There maybe down falls in our convo but everything always gets better *sigh* I miss you my fat-so baby! Fag you gotta sing to me, I just remembered haha but it always does get better in the end huh  Baby you know you know lol! You get me so tired and it's nice because I get to sleep sweetly GREATEST 5 HOURES OF MY LIFE! This week has been dramatic..not with me really just at work...Gave me sympathy to what I thought didn't need to be given..I fully understand..I hope everything gets better BOSS! Oh man tonight I was just so disgusted to how this guy's wife was acting it was uncalled for! "Don't Hate, Appreciate...*itch j/j " but yeah he had to return this one Yellow gold $899.00 ring because it was the wrong one! She was just giving him a hard time. All he could do to me and my manager was comprimise on a return, I mean it's possible just need a receipt or approval from a person with authority..the main store managers for now. She was all like He threw away the receipt and thought it was the one I wanted...the one I wanted was at Yokosuka..I tore up da place lookin for the receipt coz its not da one i want..I've been chewing up on him because he bought something I don't even want..What are we gonna do with that now. than she tried being a *itch to us..sheesh I felt so bad for the hubby he jes stayed quiet and tried to be sweet with her but she'd shrug her shoulders..geeze so friggin unappreciative. She was just so rude..She din't have to act like dat in front of us and make him feel so stupid. She gives FILIPINAS a bad image.. She kept rolling her eyes and giving a mad look, she never looked at us though jes to da hubby. Me and my manager were like..if that was me I'd shut her up..she was jes so rude..not considerate..i wouldn't do dat in public. Man if Jay did that for me even if it wasn't what I had in mind I'd so appreciate it because he did it out of caring man..At least the effin guy was thinkin about you stupid dumb ash! it was expensive too and it was nice nothing wrong..just accept it's still a diamond ring damn it! She looked materialistic anyways. I want to work at front-check out. The ppl who work there seem to enjoy. They hav a cool supervisor and get to wear kicks man. Jewelry they notice all kinds of shats. Like what Pocholo FurAncIsKo ses " You know my S-T-E-E-Z-E" haha! Me and Baby were talking about the financial status..Ionno I feel bad hun I jes want to make it easier you know..I'll repay..in any way you want me to. Well Ima go now..I want sleep. I finally got a day-off damn it's about time. I've been in dat bx too damn much haha and its so effin tiring I LOVE DVS SHOES<--My NEW FAVs thanks to POM POM. PEACE! SORRY ABOUT THENONSENSE SHATS! I LOVE YOU BABY OF MINE..REMEMBER "i DO" i misshu!

gee mendoza

Don't you just hate it when there are guys who disrespect  you as a person? There is a big difference between being complimented and being treated like a ho. Stupid airman maybe they're just lonely but damn if that's their mmethod to getting grls I pity them. The next time I'm not on shift Ima just front. There's only so much I can take from these guys. I'm effing taken and They could see that it's around my neck..someday it'll be around my finger. I'm engaged and i intend to be devoted. I want them to effing see that. If only some people knew how true and  dvoted I am to  JAY. Since the very day I left it has always been him. All I talk about is him. *sigh* getting too emotional right now. I can't help it. I'm not in that happy stage right now, I'll wait till May that's when all the stupid trials of patience and distance and testing your love ends. My legs are tired, I've been mainly standing the whole day. I'm just tired overall. So much stress from staying up so late right when I get home from work and then waking up early for work. The things i do for love. It's worth it even though the wait aint all that great, but Knowing he was on makes me happy already. Its like when he pops up you have that big smile on your face...coz you're so excited to hear from him. I have been dressing sort of preppy lately. I bought maybe like 4 skirts for work and two pants. I also bought undewear hehe and bras oo and sunglasses. I bought cd's too for me en POCH. I also bought 3 long-sleeve shirts. My nose is just so stuffy right now and my eyes hurt like shat. I'm tired. I wanna be free from this over bearing headache. I just wanna be where my happines is. Jay please hurry. I want to be free with you. I hate life without you just by myside. It's so hard to have your time now I wish it were easy as grabbing food. I'm depressed,  if only you all knew what it's like to go through my life right now. I wrote the longest e-mail I've ever written in my entire life damn. well Ima go. Peace! I LOVE YOU BABY! CAn't WAIT TILL MAY AND MAYBE AFTER YOUR BT. I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR GUAM TIME. I CAN'T WAIT FOR US TO JUST UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. I CAN"T WAIT FOR ALL THE PATIENCE TO PAY OFF. IT'LL ALL WORK. IT'LL ALL BE WORTH WHILE WHEN DAT ONE DAY COMES. I'M STILL WAITING..ALWAYS WILL!

GEE MENDOZA

I WILL CONTINUE THIS BLOG LATER..

OK WELL I'M BACK..I'VE BEEN MAD SICK FOR ONE WEEK. I'VE BEEN THROWIN UP EVERYTHING I PUT IN MY MOUTH SINCE FRIDAY...SO I HAVEN'T EATEN FOR WEEK TILL TODAY. IT WAS WEIRD. SUCKS COZ I MISSED WORK FOR WEEK ALSO..WAAA I WANNA GET PAID DAMN IT. I WILL..I MEAN I GOT MY LAST PAY CHECK BUT HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO SEE HOW MUCH COZ STUPID DAMN SICK VIRUS SHAT. MAN ITS ONLY BEEN LIKE 2 DAYS BUT I MISS MY BABY'S VOICE ALREADY..JAY HURRY UP AND CONTACT ME DAMN IT..I'M SO LONELY HERE..I'M GOING BACK TO WORK TOMOROW..ONLY FOR LIKE 5 HOURS. ITS OK THOUGH. I NEED A BREAK..I'M TALKING TO MISS SAM RIGHT NOW. SHE'S UP AT OHIO. SHE HATES IT. I FEEL HER ON DAT. I WANT TO BE AT DA PLACE WHERE MY BABY'S AT JES LIKE SAM DOES *WINK* I WANT MY DAMN CONTACTS..GRRR IMA ORDER EM...CONTACTS OR GLASSES IM CONFUSED??/BOTH?? SO MUCH EXPENSES...I GOT BOUT 80 DOLLARS ON PHONE BILLS HEHE JES FOR YOU HUN..DEVOTED HUH! JES MESSING. SELLE WAA I HOPE YOU WITHDREW ME FROM SKEW...I NEED DAT BOI LOL..THANKS THOUGH..I MISSHU! MAN CHEN YOU MADE ME SO JEALOUS WIT ALL DEM GOODIES YOU'VE BEEN BUYING.I HATE MONEY. IT IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL.ONCE YOU HAVE SOME, YOU GET TEMPTED. I GOTTA START PAYING FOR MY DAMN LOAN!  GRRR!!! WELL IMA END THIS BLOG..IM RUNNIN OUT OF DEM SPOKEN WORDS HEHE...PEACE! ONE MORE THING I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH MR. JASON MAR-TIN HERNANDEZ MENDOZA I MISSHU SO YOU BETTER HOLLER BACK SON HAHAHA! I GOT DEM LINGOS FROM YOU!

JASON'S ONE AND ONLY,

[WIFEY] GEE MENDOZA